Run Away With Me...

Today is Zhou Mi's birthday.
Or I suppose yesterday was but I decided to go by western time.
I find it hard to explain why I like him so much. To me, he is a very strong person.
There is no language that can express how much I look up to him.
But I'll try.

( To Zhou Mi.... )

Although I am very busy these days I still can't help but post something today.
Because today is Super Junior M's 1 year anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy Birthday SJM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SJM is always my favorite sub-group. They really went through a lot during this past year.
Their hardships and all the things they had to deal with.
Ah......I really love them.
 Henry who is in Korea right now and ZhouMi who's in China.......I really miss them.
I think they suffered a lot in the beginning but they still managed to pull through.   ^_________________^
SJM is going to be attending a charity concert in China on April 15th (new song!)~~~~

Will see Henry and ZhouMi again~~~~
I'm very excited~

AND.....their going to release their 2nd album!!!!

I can't wait~~~

Hangeng, Siwon, Ryeowook, Donghae, Henry, Kyuhyun, ZhouMi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Can't wait to see them again!
 ^_^

Their song it out!!!!

SORRY, SORRY    <--------------------  Too awesome for words.


Nothing can describe how great it is.
After spazzing and listening to it for hours.........I've calmed down a bit.


^_______________________________^
  


Can't wait till the mv comes and their album and comeback performance.

OMG OMG OMG OMG

Super Junior's new song is coming out TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

According to Korean time it comes out 10am on monday but after converting it to the time here.
IT COMES OUT TONIGHT AT 6PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


The official album comes out on the 12th.

I found their schedule of performances for their COMEBACK!!!!!!!

13th - 6:30pm(Korean time) 2:30am(Canada time) KBS ~ Music Bank
14th - 3:10pm(Korean time) 13th-11:10pm(Canada time) MBC ~ Music Core
15th - 4:00pm(Korean time) 12:00am(Canada time) SBS ~ Inkigayo

I want to watch it on real time streaming but I dont know if I can.
I have the thing that does that but I'll have to stay up pretty late (or get up VERY early) especially since I really want to watch them on music bank. It's their first performance together of their new song after 1 year and I think 6 months.
I'm sure I can watch the other ones though.
I don't want to wait until someone uploads it on youtube or something. After waiting this long I really want to watch it on real time.
T______T

Hope I can.






Very excited though.
Definitly gonna buy their album. I dont really wanna order in online cause I already bought a lot of stuff online and I dont know if my parents will allow me. So I'll have to order it in stores.




THEIR COMING BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There is song that I really like recently.
Fragrant Rice by Jay Chou.
I'm not good at translating songs even if I know what it means so I'm not going to try and translate it. But I really love it.
I'm not sure how to explain it but it's basically about how we can't let the bad things affect us. Like even if we encounter bad things we have to still be happy. To enjoy the other aspects of life.
Did I explain it right?
I don't know         =.="
But it really reminded me of a lot of things. Even though it's suppose to be a happy song, I feel a bit depressed when listening to it.
I don't know why that is.
Is it because of the things I remember?
It makes me think, what would it be like if I could just forget the things I don't want to remember, if I could forget how I feel about certain things/people.
Would I be happier?
If that happened, my life won't have much meaning but it won't be as complicated right?
Why must things be like this?

Soooooooooooooo..................
Super Junior new album is coming out in March!!    So excited~~  I can't waite!
I bought their new photo book online the other day. Their Boys in city_2_Tokyo. It'll arrive probably next saturday~
Can't waite to get it! It comes with a 2009 calender a making dvd and I heard the photos were really good!
Lately, I've been really obsessed with Heechul~~~~
He is too awesome. I know there is maybe some problems with what he did during their concerts....but it was just for the fans!
It's why he's so cool!

Its been about 3 or 4 months??
Ahhh......i fail at this.....
I've been busy....with life related things. Just personal-ish problems.
But I'm okay.
Sort of stressed about random things but I'll be fine~
Today l realised the thing with idols is even thought you never see them in real life and they have no idea who you are.....you still worry about them. It's sort of interesting isn't it?
Worrying about people you have never seen, who don't know who you are. Sometimes it adds stress to my life.
Like if something happened to them it just adds to my worrying.
Maybe it's just me......maybe I just worry too much in general.
=.=
Everything is so depressing these days.
School, friends, family, even idols.......it's so hard to deal with them sometimes. I think I'm having one of those days...or weeks where I just want to be alone. Like I don't want to talk to people and I don't want to do anything. I feel like just putting everything on hold, like pause everything for awhile. I just want to stop, take a break you know?
Maybe I might not seem like that, I try hard to be happy sometimes. Because if I show being stressed and depressed all the time then the people near me may be affected by it too. And it may seem like what do I have to be stressed about anyways?
But I feel really bad.
Just thinking about everything thats going to happen, things I have to do. It makes me worried, a bit scared.
I can't describe this feeling.
Sort of like you have this problem that nobody you know can relate to. And nobody understands so you have to deal with it alone.
I'm really tired.

Hey~~
Havent been here in a while. Last time I probably sounded freaked out or something.
I'm bettter now!!
Everythings fine now.....or as fine as it could get.
But anyways......I don't know if it has been confirmed or anything but Pi Li MIT will now air on November 7.
I don't know if it is going to change again...I hope not.
AND.....Ariel Lin and Joe Chang's new drama will also air some time in november.
Their new drama is called Love or Bread (I think).....I'm not sure what its all about but I think it'll be good.
In other news.....I've been watching some other stuff lately.
Currently....I have been watching We Got Married.
Awesome show.
Love all the couples....but not really Andy&Solbi.
I think I was the only one who was not sad that they left.
Really starting to love the letteuce couple. ^________________________^
Anyways...yeah.....
OH......and my Super Junior Super Show Concert DVD finally arrived.
Havent watched it yet though. Been pretty busy these days.
I'll probably watch it tomorow or on friday.
Yeah..thats all~~
^_^

AURGHHHH!!!!
I hate it when people fight.
Especially when it's people I know....cause then I get caught up in the middle.
So stupid.
I'm so angry with some people now. Because they just had to have a fight over a really stupid reason and now I'm stuck in the middle.
Why can't we just all get along. They had to make problems over the smallest things.
Today was so annoying.
It was also weird since they didn't tell me they were all mad at each other.
Seriously....everything was perfectly fine when I saw them in the morning.
Then I finally hear about it in the afternoon.
Even though I'm not part of the problem....I'm still caught up in it.
Just because it's MY friends...
=.=
I'm so mad.....why do they have to be so immature about it.
And even if they decide to leave they should at least tell us something.

IF YOUR MAD AT HER THEN TALK TO HER ABOUT IT!!!!

It's so annoying how they just leave it all....now everythings so stupid.
=.=
I don't even want to choose sides.

Soooooooooooooo.................
Apparently Scrap Teacher came out already.
Either they bumped ahead the release date or I was just wrong. I'm pretty sure I was just wrong.
But anyways.........It Came Out!!!!!
I'm very happy...especially after what happened to Pi Li Mit (again..  =.=).
Don't think there are any subs yet but I'll watch it anyway.
AND.....  their new song came out too.
Loved it. Though the PV wasn't really what I expected.
Still great though.
Gonna go watch Scrap Teacher later.....I'm expecting it to be good.
But I'll probably watch it even if it wasn't.
Hope subs come out soon though.

So.............
It's almost October..........sooooooo  many thing to look forward to in October. ><
Aaron's drama is coming out!!  So excited, especially cause I've been waiting for this for almost a year.   ^_____________^
I'm not gonna ramble too much now. Cause I'm very tired and a bit stressed.   =.=
But I just wanted to update on something.
Anyways I have a small thing for the stuff happening in October.   Cause I really have nothing else better to do.  =.="

Oct.3: Pi Li MIT coming out!!  Yay~~~~~   Aaron as main lead!!   <3
Oct 10: Wu Zun's birthday!   He's turning 29......   T_T   soon he will hit the 30 mark. But its ok!
Oct 11: Hey!Say!JUMP new single coming out! This is apparently their very actual 'love song'. I might actually buy this one.
Oct 28: New drama!!!   I think its the 28....sorry if I'm wrong. Scrap Teacher with Yamada, Yuto, Chinen, and Daiki~~~

I think thats all.
Anyways......oh..  TVXQ new album came out right?
I actually don't care that much cause I'm not really their fan. But lots of people got hyped up about it.
Also I'm still happy for them.....heard that they sold alot so far.

AND..........  I'm really getting into XING lately.
They so need more attention. From the band....I really like Kevin. His voice is too awesome.
^_^
I'll post some pics some other day.

 

T________________________T
School has started..................          =.=
This year is    very stressful for me.
SOOOOOOOOO many provincial exams for me this year. I have 3 this semester and 2 next semester.
BUT     my classes are all pretty ok so I'm happy ^_^
I'm not that worried about socials or math that much.
I really worried about english..........even though its september I still have to prepare myself for the exam prep in january.
Need to study extra hard for english this year    especially since I'm in 10/11 honours...  =.=
But I really want to get into AP next year~~
I think I'm gonna do pretty good in math this year too. Next semester is alot more relaxing for me. The only thing hard next semester is probably gonna be science.
But    JIA YOU!!!!

OK

So   I said I'd post the pictures.

But first I have to say that this was probably one of the best experinces ever.

I mean after all the planning and organizing all for this day      and it was over so soon.    T___T

But I had fun.

Seeing them right in front of you is so much more different than seeing them on the computer. Seriously    I almost cried when Aaron started singing.....what can I say      it was very      beatifully awesome.

No words can describe how I felt during that time or how I felt after it was all over. All I can say is I'm very gratefull that I had this chance.

But     anyways    on to the photos!!!

So   the first part I'm gonna post the photos from when they went to the radio station for a interview on the 28th.

    ah  this one is a bit blury but their waving so yay~~~

this is one of my favrite ones~~  ><



waving again~~~~~

I like this one too    you can see Calvin's face clearly.. ^___^

omg   O_O   Aaron so close!! But   of course he didn't put his head against the window   I just zoomed in alot    ^_^

 another one of my favrites  the sign that Aaron is holding says Sunshine Fahrenheit.



OK   I actually took ALOT of pictures that day but I'm not gonna post them all. These are the goods ones.

Now   on to the pictures from the 29th. I recored some videos too~~

ok this dosent have Aaron or Calvin in it but this is the radio crew people doing is special performance thingy. They are dancing to Michael Jacksons Thriller .....  which was actually pretty entertaining. They did the zombie dance thing.   ~~



They did some questiong asking with the contestants. This is where they had to make up a story based on the pictures.

This is when they had to try and advertise a magazine with a half naked old guy on it ......



This is where Aaron had to read out this story and the contestants plus Calvin are suppose to act it out.



Calvin is suppose to be a lifegaurd and save that dude who's drowning.~~ lol

I love this one. This is how they looked when they found out Calvin had to do mouth to mouth to help that guy who drowned.



They didnt actually kiss...................

  She got to hug Calvin     T______T



>.<

....beatiful!!!
 

And this is them with the winners.
They sang 4 songs. I recored 3 of them and 1 of Aaron & Calvin talking about coming here.
That was really the best day of my life. Just actually seeing them up close  makes everything perfect.   ^_^
I was gonna post the songs I recored but     I havent uploaded them anywhere yet. Maybe after I upload them I will post them here.
But I checked and lots of people posted videos on youtube. 
Anyways it was really fun. We were in the second row so pretty close.
And   Aaron totally waved at me~~~ Seriously  when they were having their pictures taken on stage I just started waving at him like crazy. He so waved back.....then I still continued waving at him like a crazy person. He totally waved back more than once.
But    its all done now   and I hope they come back one day.
Hopefully they will come here for their world tour...... I will difinitly shake his hand then!
I have alot more pictures  but its mostly repeats or them just standing there. But these are a few of the really good ones I got. Maybe I'll post some of the rest another time     but mostly likely not.
Hope you enjoyed the photos~~~~~~

OK......
Tomorow is the day that Aaron & Calvin are going to perform and stuff.
BUT       today   they went to the radio station for a interview. Me & my friends all went there at like  9am though is starts at 2 so we waited such a long time. But holy crap was it worth it.
THEY ARE SO MUCH MORE BEATIFUL IS REAL LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean   you see them on tv and computer   but NOTHING and I mean NOTHING can compare with how it feels to actually see them in real life.
I dont even know how to explain it. Just actually seeing them moving and talking right in front of you!
The window for the radio station was this clear glass so we all just crowded around there.
THEY WERE SO CLOSE!!!!!!!!
Like  during the interview breaks they took pictures and they would just lean right up against the window.
And since we were all crowded around the window they were so close.
AARON WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!!!! IF THERE WERE NO WINDOW SEPERATING US     I WOULD HAVE GONE CRAZY!!!!!
I took sooooo many photos.
But I'm not gonna post them today......cause I just got back and I'm really tired.
I'm gonna post these photos and the ones I'm gonna take tomorow maybe either on sunday or monday.
But yeah    on sunday or monday I'll post all the pictures and    I dont know    write more of what happened.
But all I can say now is        THEY ARE 100 MILLIONS TIMES MORE AWESOME IN REAL LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I still cant believe I actually saw them.
 

I'm so sleepy right now...
I seriously have not slept well this whole week.........being so busy with class & work.
BUT       my summer touter has ended so I'm happy   ^_____^    but school starts in 1 week.    T____T

ANYWAY.................I found out that the Hey!Say!JUMP concert will be on DVD soon.  
But its their spring concert DVD.......I'm hoping that Summary 2008 DVD will be released soon.
Compared to their spring con   I want summary more. It looks better    Yamada dressed in kimono    taking off his shirt    I must buy summary DVD!
Even though I have a stupid DVD player that wont play things from other continents    I will still buy it....
Maybe......play it on my laptop.
I so want to watch their summary concert..  T__T
But     because I am half way around the world    I can't.
So I'm really hopeing the summary DVD will be out soon.

In other news     there is no news about Aaron&Calvin......
But    I'm thinking they'll arrive here sometime next week....I hope I'm right.
6 more days!!

OK.......because I feel better now....I'm gonna write a slightly more detailed post of what happened when I went to buy tickets.
So....really.....it's not very exciting...but I would like to remember it.
Basically...me and my friend got to the line up at around 8-ish.
We were suppose to go earlier (thats why I woke up so early that day) but we got sort of delayed I guess.
But it didn't really matter cause our other friends already lined up at around 7 so we just went into the line with them.
Since only 7-8 people were actually there when we got there, they didn't really mind that we sort of budged a little.
But anyways.......eventually the front doors opened and we all went in and sat outside the radio station (cause thats where they were selling the tickets..)
We sat around for like.....3-4 hours. 
Then the radio people came and opened the doors but we still had to waite...
Even though in the begining there were not a whole lot of people...but after around 1 hour tons of people started to show up.
So anyways......they finally started selling tickets.
Yeah.....thats really about it. I got really good tickets cause we were like.....second in line.
I think there were 2 or 3 people in front of us but they also came in a group so yeah....
But really.....in the end of it all.....I'm just happy I managed to get tickets and now I'll be able to see AARON!!!....and Calvin~~
But being in that line for such a long time made me like Calvin more.
Cause after a while I found out that most of the people in that line just wanna see Aaron....but if it wasen't for Calvin then Aaron won't even come so I'm happy.
But yeah.....I get to see Aaron & Calvin!!!!! 
 

I find it odd that its been like...3 days since the I went to buy tickets but havent even mentioned it here.
I just completely forgot...seeing how I had to wake up early and I had to go to my summer tutour right after.
It's very tiring.
But yeah..I just want to say that....I got the tickets...really really awesomely good tickets.
And I'll get to see Aaron and Calvin up close.
I'm not gonna say too much about what happened that day I went to buy tickets...mostly because its really not that exciting.
Just your normal standing in line for 3 hours.
But really...buying the tickets was alot easier then I expected. 
But I got tickets and I'm happy.
And thats all I'm gonna say because right now....I'm really sleepy. 

Well..........its is.....around 6:30 in the morning.
What am I doing up this early in the morning?
Well.....right now even I'm starting to forget.. =.=
No.....actually......today is the day that the SunshineNation (Aaron and Calvin!!WOOHOO!!!) tickets go on sale.....
So I woke up ealry.
But.................there was apparently some sudden change of plans so now I'm just sitting in front of the computer eating toast.....
I don't really mind...I mean....I'm pretty sure we're still gonna get tickets and everything....I just sorta wish I could sleep some more....
Cause when I wake up I can't really fall back to sleep.
So really.....what am I suppose to do until 7:30??
I'm also really cold.
I think this is the first in a long time that I've woken up so early....totally forgot how cold it can be.
Hmmmm.......what to do..................
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 Oh....but...the toast is really warm....I feel a bit better...
..........I still pretty excited about going to buy tickets.........because really......I will break a hole in a moutain to see Aaron.
Also....I was suprised by the fact that I had no problem sleeping last night.
Cause usually in these stressing ticket buying situations I would not be able to sleep at all.
But I think I slept better than normal times.
So..........right now I'm gonna go do something else.
I don't know what...but.......yeah........

Well....I don't really have that much to say.
I just want to make note that the Olympics started today. Well...yeah cause China is like, one day ahead of us.
I feel really happy. <3 ~ ~ ~ ~ 
I don't know.....cause its in Beijing maybe.
I feel proud.....cause I'm chinese maybe?
LoL ~ ~
I'm just happy.
Also HanKyung was one of the tourchbeareres. Even though he didn't run for a very long time (48 seconds to be exact) I'm still happy for him.
So yeah....I wish I could write more about especially since this is such a big event...but....I really don't have much to say.
So...............I hope the 2008 Beijing Olympics will be a succes and will look forward to watching the opening ceremony tomorow morning. 
^_^ 

So lately I've been having some weird dreams about people.
As of today there are 3.
Ok so the first one is about Yamada Ryosuke. Even though it is about Yama-kun I did not like it. It was really weird.
So basically it starts in a store. I'm standing there looking at the t.vs they had on display. I look around me and suddenly see Yamada and another guy (who I can't remember) standing in the checkout line. But for some reason I don't go all crazy over it. In my dream I see them but for some reason I don't care and continue staring at the t.v.
Then the t.v starts showing this news report. A police on the t.v said they were looking for 2 people who ran away from some place and if anyone sees them to please contact the police. So then he shows a picture of the 2 people being chased after. It was Yamada and the other guy. I look back to where they were standing to see if they noticed. They did notice but Yamada did not seem to care. The other guy did get scared though and ran away. So I was standing there expecting Yama-kun to start running away too but he just stood there. So I remember thinking he must really want the clothes he was buying. The other people in the check out line did not notice the news report so I thought maybe Yamada was safe. But then when it was his turn to check out he suddenly got really scared and ran away. But he ran away with the clothes in his hands and did not pay. The check out lady did not seem to care.
So after Yama-kun ran away with his unpaid things I walked around the store then woke up. The weird thing was, during the dream I did not feel like caring about the fact that Yamada was right next to me. I don't know, I just didn't care. When I woke up I was actually mad at myself for not caring.

Ok...the second one was about DBSK/TVXQ. Which is really weird because I'm not a fan of them at all. Yet this dream was actually nicer than the Yamada one. It starts with me who was apparently living in their house. I think I was a house cleaner or someone who cooks and stuff. Then something happened which I don't remember what but all I know is I sort of fell. Like I was cleaning their house and then I fell on the ground for no reason. So then I was standing up again and they were in the room with me. But not all of them.
It was Hero, U-KNOW, and someone else who I forgot but I have the feeling it might have been Max. So anyways....Hero comes up to me first and asks is I'm ok. I tell him yes and he says be careful next time. Then he hugs me....but it was like a brother/sister hug which was weird. Then he leaves and Max (I'm assuming) comes up to me. He also asks if I'm ok and I say yes. Then I sort of pat his head a bit which messes up his hair. He then leaves to mix it. Finally U-KNOW come up to me. He asks me is I'm ok and I say yes...just like the others. But then he also says if anything happens again I have to tell him right away. I remember feeling confused but agrees anyways. He hugs me too. But it was better than Hero's hug. I don't know....it felt nicer. So then I woke up. When I woke up I actually felt like I really liked U-KNOW.

Finally the third one is about Ayukawa Taiyou. I have to say that this was the most depressing one. I remember being outside a class room watching people sing. So one person sings a song but they said they didn't write the lyrics. The lyrics to all the songs were posted on the class room window so I check to see who wrote it. On the paper is said Taiyou. So I wasn't shocked by the fact that Taiyou suddenly came to my school. In fact it felt normal. Like he should be there. So I go to his class and see him outside. For some reason I suddenly remember that he left Johnny's Entertainment and became very worried. I run and to him and yell at him to go back. He stares at me but says no, he then leaves and I don't know where he went. So I go looking for him hoping to get him to go back into JE. Basically I run all around the school...I even start looking for him outside school. But finally I woke up before I could find him. When I woke up I was insanely depressed. Mostly because a few weeks ago when I was watching old Ya-Ya-Yah clips I really really started to like Taiyou. But then I found out he left the company a while ago and got depressed. So this dream was very sad for me. So for most of the morning I just laid in bed being depressed over the fact that Taiyou will never come back.

So yes....thats all. I actually didn't mind the DBSK one very much. It was nice.
Its just the last one I'm annoyed about because now when I think of it I remember that Taiyou left and I get all depressed.